but i've still yet to get over him.
i can tell he's moving on,
but what about me?
everytime i see him laughing or talking to other girls,
my heart breaks.
because those girls used to be me.
we haven't talked for quite awhile now,
its torture really.
wonder when will promises be kept,
and when wishes will come true.
obviously i'll want him back,
but if he doesn't want me whats the use?
my heart is in millions of pieces now,
i wish this was just a nightmare.
he accepted me for who i was,
but he never stayed.
he promised me so many things,
to stay to care and to love.
i now know that promises are meant to be broken,
and that i should not have got my hopes up.
everyday my mind rewinds to those 5months,
where i was the happiest i've ever been.
i've changed since then,
to someone you wouldn't expect.
i hope you'll come back as you said,
i'm not giving up hope.
i'll be right here waiting for you,
till you tell me the truth.
these days i've wanted to give up,
but i never had the guts to.
because the thought of getting back with you,
warms me up inside out.
i'll surely miss you loads
but i love you even more than that.
xoxo
