Bangkok trip 2014!!

Had a short getaway to Bangkok this year to chill for abit! 3-8Dec spent relaxing and doing alot of shopping haha. 

First thing we did when we reached the hotel was to go up to the bar on the 83rd level to have our welcome drink! It tasted like fruit punch with some alcohol in it, either way it was way too sweet for my liking. 

Felt good to enjoy a refreshing drink after the flight too!

Went to platinum mall to walk around and also meet my cousins for dinner at Chinatown, a famous seafood place there was what we planned to eat. The food that I ate was really good! But I missed out on a lot as I'm not one that is able to handle spicy foods! But my mum told me that the seafood is all very fresh and well-cooked (-: And the plus point was that it wasn't expensive if you convert it from Thai Baht to SGD. 

On the 2nd/3rd day(I can't recall), we went to then Siam area and visited the Hello Kitty house! It was really really cold inside and the food was relatively good as they didn't just pay attention to the appearance of it. I also saw my primary school teacher there and my dad said his name so loudly that he heard and I was so embarrased I could feel my cheeks turning red! 

The food!!!^ 

The next few days were just spent shopping at platinum fashion mall and a weekend market!! Bought about a luggage worth of stuff and I feel so satisfied because shopping is like one of my stress-relievers (-; 

I also found the bag of my dreams. The moment I saw and touched it I just knew I had to get it because this case was simply love at first sight. I couldn't contain myself. So so happy I got it!!!

Went home after a fulfilling 6-ish days in Bangkok with my loots and felt so stress-free after that! It was a time when i finally got to forget about everything back home. But now that I'm home, life is sadly back to normal )-: 

Back to being SG-bound for now! 

xx

updates yay

finally did my nails after forever although its only for a month )-: but its definitely better than nothing! tried dark colours as i've been trying bright colours up till now and i absolutely love it (-: 

my fingers have black polish and my ties have a deep blue!

& i created a new instagram acc: photolust.jpg

please follow as i dont have many followers at the moment (-: i'll be thankful if you do!

memories

recently kept thinking about him again and again, whats gonna happen if he makes it? whats gonna happen to me?

wonder pore!

I've been using this product lately, i apply it everytime after i shower! it has helped in maintaining my skin in being soft and it has many good uses!!

1. it deeply cleanses your pores

2. it maintains a pH of 4.5 +-1 for your skin!

3. it controls large amounts of sebum

4. it minimizes the appearance of pores on your face

5. it refines your skin tone

6. maintains the elasticity of the pores

7. it moisturizes your skin both inside and out! 

It has helped me a lot and i recommend it! just pat it onto your face after you wash it, thats all!! it is also affordable! i bought it online but it can be found at etude house too (-: 

xoxo

back from unexpected hiatus

So sorry i haven't been updating in forever!!! i just havent had anything to update about recently, but now that i do, i hope you understand and continue supporting me (-: 

throwback to...

about one year ago with my friends in China, we had some fun just to entertain ourselves.

stress!!!

exams have been officially over since friday but i'm more worried about getting my results. the stress of the fact that i might drop or retain is just crazy. wasting another year of my life away? i don't think i'll be able to take it honestly. someone help me out of this hell hole please. 

and sorry i've haven't been updating guys its just so stressful for me right now i don't even have time to think about any other thing! wish me luck for tomorrow because i'll be getting my results then ):

xoxo

41014

i want to get away from here so badly but life is being really horrible right now. i want to do so many things that im not supposed to do. i've also did many things i regret. i just want to migrate somewhere to begin again. but i keep telling myself i have to stay strong for that few people that genuinely care about me. 

its tough, it really is.

xoxo

shatter.shattering.shattered.

he broke up with me last month,

but i've still yet to get over him.

i can tell he's moving on,

but what about me?

everytime i see him laughing or talking to other girls,

my heart breaks.

because those girls used to be me.

we haven't talked for quite awhile now,

its torture really.

wonder when will promises be kept,

and when wishes will come true.

obviously i'll want him back,

but if he doesn't want me whats the use?

my heart is in millions of pieces now,

i wish this was just a nightmare.

he accepted me for who i was,

but he never stayed.

he promised me so many things,

to stay to care and to love.

i now know that promises are meant to be broken,

and that i should not have got my hopes up. 

everyday my mind rewinds to those 5months, 

where i was the happiest i've ever been.

i've changed since then,

to someone you wouldn't expect.

i hope you'll come back as you said,

i'm not giving up hope.

i'll be right here waiting for you,

till you tell me the truth.

these days i've wanted to give up,

but i never had the guts to.

because the thought of getting back with you,

warms me up inside out.

i'll surely miss you loads

but i love you even more than that.

xoxo

update: 25092014

hey guys!! sorry to say this but my end-of-year exams are coming up really soon and i've been studying so i haven't had the time to update! but i have a couple of announcements to make:

i'm selling my pre-loved/ brand new apparels on carousell. please check my profile out to see if you like anything! really will appreciate your support.

and secondly, i'll leave my links here just in case you are interested in following me on my social media!

twitter: @melzxc_

instagram: @melzxc_

thankyou!!! 

xoxo

life

life has been unbelievably hard recently, the stress, pressure, all getting to me. everyone's comments are starting to get to me and I'm constantly thinking that I'm not good enough..

anyway, aside from that, telling from my blog name, I love nice photos that does the photo itself justice! I'll do my best to update often and upload photos to tell you about my life? as if you'll be interested? but I really hope to be a well-known blogger in the future, especially because I'm not good at anything else honestly. if you read this, please continue to visit my blog occasionally, I'll appreciate your support!

xoxo